january 2011 turns out not to be as good as i thought.... confusing subjects, unpleasant people, pointless fights, useless tears, sloppy me. the boiling point is when i stupidly lost my sister's laptop. the world is like cracking down... bobobooommm. but the hardest thing that i have to deal with is my overthinking self. i think too much of everything that it's tormenting. i think too much before i talk so i end up don't talk at all. i think way too carefully before i present myself to people because i'm scared they would hate me. i see the world skeptically. this is sooo sooo torturing. wish i could be more vibrant and spontaneous.
as gloomy as that might sounds, some part of january didn't seem so bad. the highlight was the delightful times with my classmates :D:D:D and Takitri (our school magazine) sold out. so happy knowing i'm a part of it, and therefore i'm so so so proud being a part of Mesis 23 :) never regret joining it, seriously. oh! and we saman 2012 already have our saman costumes yayyyy!!! and i got the purple one. am so loooovin the color.
and anyway, as reluctant as i am for saying this, thanks so much saviq for helping to search the laptop all day he he he so sorry for putting you into this when it should be me who searched it instead -__-. i appreciate it soooo much even thought the laptop is nowhere to be found. :)
by the way, it's been too long since the last time i'm using this little baby! and now i remember the reason why: i accidentally broke the shutter. stupid stupid stupid.
well, i babble too much. i should probably do something meaningful like studying, since now i'm pretty sure i wanna go study at itb after graduating. au revoir, xx.
(both photo credit goes to my sister)
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